Before I start a post, just right yesterday, I used my mom's credit card to buy a pair of 'wolf slippers' from Amazon.com. The price is approx. RM 150 (49.90$) and you know what, the thing is mom doesn't even know a single thing. Sometimes, we just had to break the rules in a game.
Recently, I have been feeling quite down. The reasons? Unknown! Cause' I don't even know why am I feeling so down and emotional. The mixture of feelings inside me just make me feel so emo. You see, exams are coming and I honestly have to say that I did not revise at all in the holidays and skip my tuitions. I am slacking away to do my favourite things and rest. This, indeed. adds up to my 'emo-ness' when knowing the fact that the holidays are almost over. Just can't get enough of it. *sulk*
You see, I just have to keep telling myself to go through it with tenacity. I can't wait to finish with what I am doing now - STPM. I have to say STPM is one hell of a ride. I just hope not to waste another year in it and that is why, I keep telling myself no matter what happens and despite whether the outcome is good or bad, I have to do it with much efforts, at least. I do not want to disappoint myself and others too. The pressure is on, definitely. And when the pressure is on, I tend to shut down. It's really one hell of a ride.
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