Friday, September 21, 2012

Bad day ahead

Looking at people around me, it seems like everyone has been moving on with their own lives. My old school friends (primary and secondary) in which I befriended through social networking webs, are already pursuing their goals and dreams in a pace of time. I am still stuck here because I have really no idea what I want to do in future, seriously.

At some point, I start to think of myself being abnormal and ridiculously useless as in like my life has already come to an end, a full-stop, and about to dig a hole, cover myself with mud and rot peacefully in my own grave. The thing is, I'm afraid of making decisions as I fear the ramifications of my act will result an even more painful and meaningless mistake. To add salt to the wound, I just got to know that my uni appeal got rejected. Now I practically feel worst.

*deep breath*

Nevertheless, I will always try to stay positive and look on the brighter side. I always try to tell myself to remain calm and composed at hard times, in which I have been struggling and still learning to do so. Take it as a test and there are still many, many tests ahead you. Guess I will just sulk at the corner of the room for a while and I'll recollect myself again.

How nice if only Doraemon is here? I think I'm going crazy.

Thursday, September 6, 2012

Our imperfections

I believe that everything happens for a reason. 

People change so that you can learn to let go. 

Things go wrong so that you will appreciate them when they're right.

And sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together.

Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.