Looking at people around me, it seems like everyone has been moving on with their own lives. My old school friends (primary and secondary) in which I befriended through social networking webs, are already pursuing their goals and dreams in a pace of time. I am still stuck here because I have really no idea what I want to do in future, seriously.
At some point, I start to think of myself being abnormal and ridiculously useless as in like my life has already come to an end, a full-stop, and about to dig a hole, cover myself with mud and rot peacefully in my own grave. The thing is, I'm afraid of making decisions as I fear the ramifications of my act will result an even more painful and meaningless mistake. To add salt to the wound, I just got to know that my uni appeal got rejected. Now I practically feel worst.
*deep breath*
Nevertheless, I will always try to stay positive and look on the brighter side. I always try to tell myself to remain calm and composed at hard times, in which I have been struggling and still learning to do so. Take it as a test and there are still many, many tests ahead you. Guess I will just sulk at the corner of the room for a while and I'll recollect myself again.
How nice if only Doraemon is here? I think I'm going crazy.
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