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Exams are coming, just around the corner. I feel a bit panic, a lot actually. I have done quite a lot of reading. In fact, that is the most amount of reading I have ever done in my life. Even I, myself, can't believe i have done that.

On the other note, my assignment marks are out. It was fairly okay. Average. But I know I can push myself beyond that level. So I am still not satisfied as I believe there are still room for improvements.

Sometimes I feel like I am still doubting myself whether I can do it or not. But I just want to thank God for sending me a companion, a study buddy to be exact, to fight along this war together. I trust my friend wholeheartedly as we support each other and encourage each other to go beyond our limit levels.  Yes, I can feel the grade A so near but yet so far away. I always ask myself... can I do it? Can I do it?

I feel tired sometimes but God always gives me energy whenever I am exhausted. He knows I am strong enough to go through this challenge and hence, He will definitely walk along with me and we put through this all together. We have gone through the assignment period together and not it is time for the final exams.

So far, my lecturers and tutors have been very dedicated in teaching me and pointing out my mistakes when I am passing up my essays or drafts. There is one thing that remain blur is that I am still... doubting whether did they fully read my essays? I mean not that I want to cast doubt but their speed of reading an essay is like less than 3 minutes! Did they pay attention to the judgement or comment I have made? Because I have really put my heart and soul in searching these stuffs.

Hoorr... I feel like crying. (T.T)