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My holidays have been a very great one and I am so lazy. =) Practically, I just charged up myself and slept a lot. Sadly, I cannot fix back my sleeping hours for the hectic exams messed up my biological hour. Nevertheless, I have been trying to fix them up and I will see.

My skin has been getting worse. I don't know what is the factors that caused my breakouts. I called it the post-exam disorder. Looking at what my final exams had done to me, I have took the initiative to at least recover my skin breakout... the stress, the hormones, the emotions or whatsoever just can't be stopped, I am really out of ideas now. So I will let it be, for now. Red skin, ugh.

Talking about school, yes, I am going back to college again tomorrow, which means my holidays are going to end soon, which means I have to leave home, which means I have to start reading thick books again, which means back to the normal 10-3 routine, which means I have to wake up early... and the list go on.

On the positive aspect, I am about to start a new phase of life - a new semester! I really hope I can bring in all the values and lessons that I had learnt in Year 1 and applied them in my year 2. There are no regrets for all the mistake I had done in the past. In fact, they shaped me into who I am today - it makes me stronger to handle stress and a larger capacity of challenges ahead. Nobody say life is easy. Nobody. You have so many opportunities and good Samaritans to help you but in the end it is all about you alone fighting for yourself in this world.

So for now, I should enjoy with my family especially my mom, she meant the whole world to me. She picked me up everytime when I fell down. She may not offered the best advices, but I know she is there when I need to her. Ah, now we are going down the emotions road lol. *wipes eyes* I am just not ready to go back yet but I have to - because I need to let myself grow, venture and to see what the world can offer me. I love my family, really.

I guess that is all for now.